COMADOT by Qorin Rahmaniyah

We live in a time space that hate speechs are shouting louder that advices or supports.

"You've been doing well" "Let's be better together" "I did mistakes, too" wanna hear this...., 진짜

Human is the winner of a self-caring competition. He absolutely takes after their self better than to care others, especially if it is about feeling. Human nowadays are good in judging and commenting others' behaviour, even it is a small, usual, thing.  Human is very happy looking in others' failure when they need help and support. When they need a supportive atmosphere. Human in this era does not care if they seem bad because others will be worse. And always worse, even others are there to root each other.  Human focuses on earning money to buy branded products.  Human does not know how to be sincere because anything that they will do is depend on their need to others. and the good feedback that they will receive.  Hope that I can go out from that bad circle and be a better one. Happy independence day, my beloved country, Indonesia. -1715  21:27. 17.8.2017

when you really need their help today, but they cannot give it, and another day you really try to give your best help,  that's time when you feel disappointed. You feel that way but cannot express it, because you yourself that always be blamed. So sorry to say, but this is the real feeling of mine. I, personally, don't try to be a nice girl I just try to avoid being an annoying girl But, the truth says that i can interact to others better, when I am being annoying and not being a smart girl. when others can judge me and give me score, When others just care to their own feeling that they are disappointed of me When others just know how to make theirselves are happy and having fun When others are happy sharing their problems without give me space to feel that I have friends I decided to make friends with you, guys, because I wanna share something that I can give But can't I ask your seconds, really listen to my stories and opinions without judging me as someone who...

People are smart understanding the theories but not for the practices. _Qo~~

malam ini aku sungguh takut. aku sendiri yang belum tertidur, dan aku takut aku takut untuk pergi aku takut untuk merasa menyesal aku takut untuk berhenti hidup aku memang hanya manusia yang mungkin sama dengan yang lain tapi aku sungguh takut aku sangat takut aku belum berani memejamkan mata aku hanya ingin untuk tetap terjaga aku hanya mohon ijin Pada-Mu untuk biarkan aku terjaga, masihkah Kau ijinkan ku menghirup udara tengah malam nanti? aku sungguh ingin meminta maaf Pada-Mu aku ingin melaporkan semua masalahku Pada-Mu aku ingin ada dipeluk-Mu yang sudah lama ku berjalan menjauh masihkah Kau ijinkan ku terlelap sejenak saja? hanya sebentar saja sebelum malaikat maut menarik rohku hanya sejenak, agar aku masih punya kesempatan terakhir untuk memohon ampun dan berkeluh kesah aku yang jahat aku yang sungguh sombong dan angkuh pada Mu, penciptaku aku tidak peduli akan larangan yang telah kau beritahukan dengan lembut perintah yang kau anjurkan dengan penuh m...

Me. My self. Need a thing Some things, some not important things Just me and my own space Me and my own path Me and my own plans Me and my own decision Me and my own commitment Me and my own bad day Me and my own day. A day. Without your compliment Without your fake smile Without your unplesant presence Without your complaints Without any forces Without, even, a single memory with you -1715 published in different platform