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Bad circle

Human is the winner of a self-caring competition. He absolutely takes after their self better than to care others, especially if it is about feeling.

Human nowadays are good in judging and commenting others' behaviour, even it is a small, usual, thing. 

Human is very happy looking in others' failure when they need help and support. When they need a supportive atmosphere.

Human in this era does not care if they seem bad because others will be worse. And always worse, even others are there to root each other. 

Human focuses on earning money to buy branded products. 

Human does not know how to be sincere because anything that they will do is depend on their need to others. and the good feedback that they will receive. 

Hope that I can go out from that bad circle and be a better one.

Happy independence day, my beloved country, Indonesia.

-1715
 21:27.
17.8.2017

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