COMADOT by Qorin Rahmaniyah

when you really need their help today, but they cannot give it, and another day you really try to give your best help,  that's time when you feel disappointed. You feel that way but cannot express it, because you yourself that always be blamed. So sorry to say, but this is the real feeling of mine. I, personally, don't try to be a nice girl I just try to avoid being an annoying girl But, the truth says that i can interact to others better, when I am being annoying and not being a smart girl. when others can judge me and give me score, When others just care to their own feeling that they are disappointed of me When others just know how to make theirselves are happy and having fun When others are happy sharing their problems without give me space to feel that I have friends I decided to make friends with you, guys, because I wanna share something that I can give But can't I ask your seconds, really listen to my stories and opinions without judging me as someone who...

People are smart understanding the theories but not for the practices. _Qo~~

malam ini aku sungguh takut. aku sendiri yang belum tertidur, dan aku takut aku takut untuk pergi aku takut untuk merasa menyesal aku takut untuk berhenti hidup aku memang hanya manusia yang mungkin sama dengan yang lain tapi aku sungguh takut aku sangat takut aku belum berani memejamkan mata aku hanya ingin untuk tetap terjaga aku hanya mohon ijin Pada-Mu untuk biarkan aku terjaga, masihkah Kau ijinkan ku menghirup udara tengah malam nanti? aku sungguh ingin meminta maaf Pada-Mu aku ingin melaporkan semua masalahku Pada-Mu aku ingin ada dipeluk-Mu yang sudah lama ku berjalan menjauh masihkah Kau ijinkan ku terlelap sejenak saja? hanya sebentar saja sebelum malaikat maut menarik rohku hanya sejenak, agar aku masih punya kesempatan terakhir untuk memohon ampun dan berkeluh kesah aku yang jahat aku yang sungguh sombong dan angkuh pada Mu, penciptaku aku tidak peduli akan larangan yang telah kau beritahukan dengan lembut perintah yang kau anjurkan dengan penuh m...

Me. My self. Need a thing Some things, some not important things Just me and my own space Me and my own path Me and my own plans Me and my own decision Me and my own commitment Me and my own bad day Me and my own day. A day. Without your compliment Without your fake smile Without your unplesant presence Without your complaints Without any forces Without, even, a single memory with you -1715 published in different platform

Lomba FiksiKini -Qorin

Don't trust too much, it will hurt you so much Don't hope so much, it will be your big bad ambition later Don't judge so bad, it will show clearly that you are jealous, Don't lie, it will make you yourself are confused Which one is truly you are

Why are you being loyal to them? They, even, do not know who you are for them. How can you survive to live when you yourself are not really comfortable? It is an important reason for you, to stay or to go away. What in your heart and head is is not so important for you, anymore? You have your own opinion, reason, and feeling. State it, show it, and let others know. Who, actually, someone that can change you, to be honest? To others and yourself Where are the people? Are they close to you? or is that only talking about a person? Are you still looking for him? -1715