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Ingin rasanya suatu hari kelak aku bisa membeli apa yang kuinginnkan dengan tabunganku sendiri. Dan itu terwujud hari ini (23 Desember 2012). Hari ini aku dan ria- adikku menjalankan rencanaku yang tertulis di kertas ‘Planning for Holiday’. Dengan uang yang cukup, dari rumah aku naik becak dan turun disebuah toko buku yang terkenal dengan diskonannya, ya toko buku PetraTogamas. Lucu rasanya udah kelas dua esema keluar-keluar masih pake angkutan. Becak lagi, haha biarin karna ada rasa berbeda saat naik becak.
Memasuki area parker sepeda motor dan menaiki tangga mulailah acara menjelajah toko buku. Target pertama adalah daerah alat tulis dan selanjutnya ke area novel dan komik.
Setelah melihat, membanding, menimbang dan kuputuskan untuk memilih sebuah buku, yang berjudul Secuil Roti Manis. Sebenarnya banyak buku yang ingin aku beli, diantaranya buku karangan OSD atau Oki Setiana Dewi, selain itu ada beberapa tapi aku lupa. Selain novel aku juga ke area komik karna adik-adikku lebih suka komik daripada novel atau bacaan sejenisny. Terpilihlah komik Miiko! edisi 24 buat Ria dan komik warna Avatar edisi 1. Buku udah dapet tapi mata rasanya belum puas daripada tangan semakin jahil untuk mengambil buku-buku yang bagus, mending langsung kekasir dan membayarnya.
Ternyata adikku ya udah capek tapi emang belum puas sama kayak aku.
‘ini kemana lagi? Masak langsung pulang?’ tanyaku
‘ ya terserah’
‘pulang naik bemo yuuk, ke alfamart dulu tah beli minum?’
‘mendung loh, ayuk deh’
Very short shopping hari ini diakhiri dengan beli minum dan menunggu sebuah angkutan umum. Hari ini emang seneng banget selain berangkat tadi dapet becak dengan harga yang pas, pulangnya pun hujan belum mengguyur, selain itu nunggu bemonya pun tak lama. J semoga esok hari aku masih bisa seperti ini dengan kedua adikku. Amiin J

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