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not too tired

seberapakah capainya aku saat ini?
banyak anak yang sangat lelah dengan tugasnya sebagai pelajar, mereka enggak sabar buat libur termasuk aku. zaman sekarang beda dengan dulu. saat muda di era modern ini bila enggak lelah, enggak pulang malem bagiku hal yang bebeda.
hari ini saja, tugas numpuk yang selesai satu nambah terus aja. belum masalah selain kegiatan intra.
banyak anak stress, banyak anak yang bingung dengan tugas-tugasnya. tapi apakah sama capainya dengan anak-anak diluar sana yang berkehidupan liar?
di terminal angkutan umum, seperti joyoboyo banyak orang tua yang sangat tua hingga anak kecil berkeliaran kesana-kemari hanya unutk mendapatkan uang yang belum tentu mendapatkannya. Aku sangat bersyukur hari yang tlah lalu, hari ini dan insya allah kedepannya walau banyak masalah didalam history kehidupan ini, aku masih punya tempat tinggal yang layak, aku masih punya waktu pasti unutuk bisa mengisi perut agar tidak kelaparan. aku masih bisa berkeluh kesah dan berleha-leha disaat merasa sangat lelah.
dibandingkan dengan anak-anak kecil itu yang harus kesana-kemari mengemis tuk medapatkan rupiah dengan menahan dahaga dan rasa lapar yang mungin dari pagi belum terisi.

#bolehlah aja aku  merasa lelah, merasa bosan dengan kehidupan yang sekarang, tapi lebih baik jangan melupakan kehidupan selain hidupku, banyak hidup-hidup lainnya yang mungkin not too better than me.

__Qorin Rahmaniyah__

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